Aug 20, 2008

Tell your secrets to the wind, but don't blame it for telling the trees

Allah itu agung
Allah itu maha besar
tiada yang lain
selain dia...

I'm not religous
just spiritual...

080808:hari jumaat yang indah











yeah, i know
nk buat cane
camphone je kan
but we enjoy it
maklumla ada org belanja...

luv,
G.

Aug 19, 2008

sitting, waiting, wishing you would find me someday

I surrender
Mind, body and soul
I'm yours

no i'm not giving up on living ...or anything
no i'm not having a pack with the devil

just...
I found peace this way
because
sometimes i feel like...
i want to buried myself with books
give me books
and i can survive
yes, i'm an avid reader
no this is not love
it is madness

last night
i've reciting the book of light
and reading what it means
between the lines
from my favourite chapter
tears streaming down my face
don't know why i became very touchy
i felt so small
forgive me for all my wrong doings

not forgetting me
is good enough
i'm not asking more
i'm glad you still remember...me
and thank you for that

love,
G.

Aug 16, 2008

Lejla-Layla



Lejla

Nikad te niko neće voljet' k'o ja, nikada
(No one will ever love you like I do, never)
Nikad te niko neće voljet' k'o ja, nikada
(No one will ever love you like I do, never)

Malo nam je trebalo znaj
(We only need a little, you know)
Samo malo još jedan san
(Just a little, one more dream)
Za nas bi procvjetale ruže
(Roses would have bloomed for us)
Da si dočekala sa mnom dan
(Had you waited for the day with me)
O samo da si ostala tu
(If you had only stayed here)

Ali nisi željela to
(But you did not want that)
Ali nisi željela to
(But you did not want that)

Nikad te niko neće voljet' k'o ja, nikada
(No one will ever love you like I do, never)
Nikad te niko neće voljet' k'o ja, Lejla
(No one will ever love you like I do, Lejla)

Ptice bi nas pjesmom vodile znaj
(Birds would have led us with songs, you know)
Sunce bi nam obasjalo put
(The sun would have lit up our path)
Za našu sreću i za tebe draga
(For our happiness and for you, darling)
Sačuvao sam ljubav svu
(I have kept all the love)
O samo da si ostala tu
(If you had only stayed here)

Ali nisi željela to
(But you did not want that)
Ali nisi željela to
(But you did not want that)

Nikad te niko neće voljet' k'o ja, nikada
(No one will ever love you like I do, never)
Nikad te niko neće voljet' k'o ja, Lejla
(No one will ever love you like I do, Lejla)
Nikad te niko neće voljet' k'o ja, Lejla
(No one will ever love you like I do, Lejla)

not just falling in love with this song
but everytime i listen to this i had a goosebum...

Aug 12, 2008

that's butterfly, honey

oh, funny feeling
like a butterfly in my lung
make me sad
make me wanna cry

what is this
oh, funny feeling
i don't know
i want to understand

tears streaming down
all over my face
oh, funny feeling
please... go away

sometimes its painful
am i too emotional
or reality just kicks in
oh, funny feeling

Aug 8, 2008

another jo'ong day

feel a bit gloomy
may be because of the weather
may be not

feel a bit uneasy
for whatever reasons
i don't like this uneasiness
hope it won't be here long

can't wait to have pizza day
with the girls...

Aug 7, 2008

Maka Mangkuklah Kamu...

di dalam dunia ini
terdapat bermacam-macam mangkuk
dan mangkuk-mangkuk ini
biasanya mengundang carutan
yang berlimpah ruah dariku
(tapi dlm hati jela)
walaupun tidak secara verbal
aku tahu sumer orang tahu aku tgh mencarut
tapi aku mencarut lite-lite je..
aku bukanlah hardcore caruters
setakat bodoh ngan bangang jela
tidak lebih daripada iteww..

Aug 5, 2008

Hey, Sleepyhead

today's weather
as gloomy as me
not bad but sleepy
it's either
out of boredom or depression
someone once said that
percentage of people committing suicide is higher in gloomy days
well, it's not that i'm in that suicidal mood or i'm suicidal (i put that behind long time ago)
just 'bitchier' then normal.hahhahahha...
i think other than losing hope, giving up on live and those loser reasons
one of the reasons people attempt suicide due to unbearable pain
i can relate to that
i would never ever take my own life
it just that i want to stop the pain
relieving that invisible pain
the action sometimes become suicidal
like i said it's all in the past
the fact that i can see it clearly now
and talk about this
because i've experience it before
and recovering
this silence thought, most of us experience it
and lots of those around me
got scars on their wrist
it is a phase of our teenage years
some move on without any harm
some just didn't have enough strenght to face it
sometimes it's too painful to think straight
i just wanna say
i know
i've been there too

Aug 4, 2008

Declaration of Love

wah...statement
huahahhahaha....
suko giler Jason Mraz skang ni...

Lucky, huh...
I'm lucky...
If it's come back to me i'm lucky
If it's not then i'm still lucky
I just realize...

nak letak mv Lucky Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat
tapi x de (sort of)...
by the way i so in love with this one



and this one too



listen to it in live performance is so great with a hint of rock element in it. just perfect...love it.be it.KAEDlive