Aug 19, 2008

sitting, waiting, wishing you would find me someday

I surrender
Mind, body and soul
I'm yours

no i'm not giving up on living ...or anything
no i'm not having a pack with the devil

just...
I found peace this way
because
sometimes i feel like...
i want to buried myself with books
give me books
and i can survive
yes, i'm an avid reader
no this is not love
it is madness

last night
i've reciting the book of light
and reading what it means
between the lines
from my favourite chapter
tears streaming down my face
don't know why i became very touchy
i felt so small
forgive me for all my wrong doings

not forgetting me
is good enough
i'm not asking more
i'm glad you still remember...me
and thank you for that

love,
G.