there's a big hole need to be fill up. everything I do is to fill up this hole. be it shopping or eating or surfing internet is for solely for this. unfortunately, I never succeed. there's always something missing in my life and I try to replace it with something else.
I'm not happy.
And if my friends can see the mess inside, will they still be there?
talking bout friends, there are times when I don't feel like meeting, talking or be around people.
familiar isn't it. I'll messed up any happiness or good things that coming. it's an illness. i'm broken, fix me.
that amazing drawing from [Deviantart]