Dec 19, 2011

Daily Delimma

Hate being alone. 
Negative energy attracted to me more when I'm alone.
Battling depression (suspected) is not easy.
I need to be among people to prevent the relapse.

When people hate Monday, I need Monday.
Be among people I feel alive.
I can make the best decision
I'm at my best when at work.

At home I'm dead.
Hard to accomplish even a tiny assignment.

There are times when I don't think I could do this alone,
I pray to Allah, send me someone, a savior who would help me.
But no one coming yet.
I guess this is a battle I need to fight alone.