Jan 28, 2012

Gilbert O'Sullivan - Nothing Rhymed


Nothing rhymed is not just a lyric but a poem. 


If I give up the seat I've been saving
To some elderly lady or man
Am I being a good boy, am I your pride and joy
Mother please, if your pleased say, I am


And if while in the course of my duty
I perform an unfortunate take
Would you punish me so, unbelievably so
Never again will I make that mistake


This feeling inside me could never deny me
The right to be wrong if I choose
And this pleasure I get from say
Winning a bet, is to lose


When I'm drinking my Bonaparte Shandy
Eating more than enough apple pies
Will I glance at my screen and see real human beings
Starve to death right in front of my eyes


Nothing old, nothing new, nothing ventured
Nothing gained, nothing still-born or lost
Nothing further than proof, nothing wilder than youth
Nothing older than time, nothing sweeter than wine
Nothing physically, recklessly, hopelessly blind


Nothing I couldn't say
Nothing why 'cos today
Nothing rhymed


This feeling inside me could never deny me
The right to be wrong if I choose
And this pleasure I get from say
Winning a bet, is to lose


Nothing good, nothing bad, nothing ventured
Nothing gained, nothing still-born or lost
Nothing further than proof, nothing wilder than youth
Nothing older than time, nothing sweeter than wine
Nothing physically, recklessly, hopelessly blind


Nothing I couldn't say
Nothing why 'cos today
Nothing rhymed



Jan 25, 2012

Samudera-Nora


Nyanyikan ku gemuruh di irama
Melewati hamparan hati
Ku menanti sejuta suara
Yang memanggilku serikandi

Di pasak maya pada
Akan aku gegarkan
Embun azimat nan sakti
Dan bercurah awanan
Akan aku luruhkan
Menitis emas menghujan

Ku serakkan tautan kiambang
Sebelum ku jejaki gelombang

Jika tak ku temu kekuatan
Ku ratib semangat kebangkitan
Lautan bergelora
Tidak gentar ku rempuh

Pelayaranku, biar tenggelam tak melara
Perjuanganku, sinarnya membelah samudera
Sinarnya membelah samudera

Cahaya lantera yang ku bawa
Mengharungi perjalananku
Lindung dari badai prahara
Tetap bertahan sanubari

Goodbye


today is the day I woke up and say goodbye
it's sad
sure it is
no matter how much you want this goodbye
still I'm sad
my long vacation end today
let's face real world
I couldn't hide forever, isn't it
rehabilitation and healing time is over
so does my money.
gambate ne

Jan 23, 2012

Cara-cara tengok drama super panjang

Cara-cara:

1. tengok first episode
2. tengok ending
3. first episode + ending best = teruskan
4. first best + ending celaka = jangan buang masa. sakit hati je lebih
5. first celaka + ending best = tengok dua episode kat tengah-tengah. done. you will understand the whole story
6. dua-dua tak best. pandai-pandai la nk buat apa

Jan 19, 2012

Obsession

not yet sleep since yesterday
am I planning to watch 60 episodes
in one go
unable to stop
need to sleep now

two interesting drama.

Giant

History of a salaryman



Do you believe me?


Do you believe me
if I said, I'm not made out of stone?

Do you believe me
if I said, I always cry myself to sleep?

Do you believe me 
if I said, I want you to believe me?

Jan 18, 2012

Off Topic 3


Have I let everyone down.
I'm brokenhearted. 
Thank you for simple words.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.

I cannot thank you enough.
Only Allah can repay your kindness.
Your simple words.
Thank you brother.

Jan 16, 2012

Nina Simone - Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood



I've addicted to this song. I'm not good with words. Never finish a full sentence. So this is the closest to what I felt inside. After all it sang by the one and only Nina Simone. Know her from late Yasmin Ahmad's film, Mukhsin. 


Baby, you understand me now
if sometimes you see that I'm mad.
Don't you know that no one alive can always be an angel?
When everything goes wrong, you see some bad.

But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good;
oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood.

You know sometimes, baby, I'm so carefree
with a joy that's hard to hide.
And then sometimes it seems again that all I have is worry,
and then you're bound to see my other side.

But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good;
oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood.

If I seem edgy,
I want you to know,
I never meant to take it out on you.
Life has its problems,
and I get more than my share;
but that's one thing I never mean to do
'cause I love you.

Oh baby, I'm just human.
Don't you know I have faults like anyone?
Sometimes I find myself alone regretting
some little foolish thing;
some simple thing that I've done.

But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good;
oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood.

Don't let me be misunderstood.
I try so hard,
so don't let me be misunderstood.

Jan 14, 2012

Silence, kill


Aku wanita yang tebal malunya.

Jan 13, 2012

Off Topic 2


2012

cari keje baru.
a job not just for experience but for future, so i will be a little selective 
memandangkan i tidak muda remaja lagi and hidup sendiri, so banyakla cabaran kena handle sendiri.
i'm looking for a stable job...with the benefit and all.
i think i need to stop applying for random jobs.
need to focus on specific area.

GOOD LUCK!

p/s: that's not my drawing, it's John Galliano's

Jan 11, 2012

Pejuang

buat golongan seperti kami
jika berputus asa itu satu pilihan
telah kami pilih untuk menyerah sahaja

dari awal lagi
dari saat pertama kali udara memenuhi paru-paru kami
kami tahu kami perlu berjuang
seperti pokok-pokok kecil di lantai hutan berjuang untuk mendapatkan sedikit cahaya di balik pohon-pohon gergasi
begitulah juga kami perlu berjuang untuk terus hidup

kami tahu berputus asa hanya akan membuatkan hidup lebih sukar
kadang-kadang kami seperti lalang-lalang ditiup angin ribut
meliang lintuk ke kiri dan kanan
kami mungkin rebah dilanda badai
bila ribut berhenti
kami perlu bangkit kembali

walau ada yang tidak mengerti
mencaci maki dan buat tidak peduli
namun kami harus terus berdiri
kami mungkin jatuh berkali-kali
tapi tidak mengapa kerana kami akan sentiasa bangkit

kami hanya ada satu pilihan
bergerak ke hadapan
masa lalu adalah pengalaman-pengalaman yang mengajar kami bagaimana untuk bangkit dengan lebih cepat
bagaimana untuk berjuang dan bertarung dengan lebih tangkas
menjadikan kami pahlawan yang lebih bijaksana

Jan 8, 2012

Listen



Every thing will pass. Nothing last forever. 
Be it love or hate
Success or failure
Happiness or sadness
Wealth or lack of it
Health or sickness

One day it will end.
Cause nothing last forever.

Jan 7, 2012

Get well soon!


Hope I'm gonna get better real soon..

Jan 3, 2012

Battling Depression



To all those suffering from sadness or depression, know that it isn’t your fault. 

It isn’t because you’re weak. 
It isn’t because you’re just not grateful enough. 
It isn’t because you’re just not religious enough. 
It isn’t because you don’t have enough faith. 
It isn’t because God is angry with you. 

To all the well-meaning people who tell you this, just smile. 

And know deep in your heart that the tests of God come in different forms to different people. And know that, by the help of God, every test can become a tool to get closer to Him. 
And that, verily, with hardship come ease–and like all things of this world–this too shall pass.



Blowing' In The Wind-Joan Baez



How many roads must a man walk down
Before you call him a man
How many seas must a white dove sail
Before she sleeps in the sand
How many times must the cannonballs fly
Before they are forever banned
The answer, my friend, is blowing in the wind
The answer is blowing in the wind

How many years can a mountain exist
Before it is washed to the sea
How many years can some people exist
Before they're allowed to be free
How many times can a man turn his head
And pretend that he just doesn't see
The answer, my friend, is blowing in the wind
The answer is blowing in the wind

How many times can a man look up
Before he sees the sky

How many ears must one woman have
Before she can hear people cry
How many deaths will it take till he knows
That too many people have died
The answer, my friend, is blowing in the wind
The answer is blowing in the wind

Jan 2, 2012

Off Topic 1



I want to marry a good man
and I'm trying to be a better woman.